Denial in first place, second my will

the earth is wrap­ped around me
in a king­dom of ghosts
and the sky the sky the sky
the sky is shivering

hold breath and jump around
like a blind fool in dis­guise
and feel feel feel feel
feel the rain

lis­ten to the sur­face
as it makes a cer­tain sound
and it cracks cracks cracks
cracks up for you

melt into my vel­vet
and push against the wall
like i wish wish wish wish
wish to fall

crawl under my thumb
for years since i become
a beast beast beast beast
beast of joy

ever­y­thing is fading
so reach into the void
as it slips slips slips
slips out of hand